She only sleeps when it's raining

rhythmnbold@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 May 2003 18:21:25 GMT

Matchbox Twenty is just one of those bands that takes every ounce of my broken heart and turns it into something neutral.

It's like I'm having a horrible day and my playlist lands on Mchbox20 and every problem- every PERSON- is lost. And my life is IN that song. It's completely weird..like I zone out and don't worry about anything for a while.

I decided I'm gonna start tannin' in Midland- even if I do pay for a month and only go for a week. I dunno yet- I jus know I need to start gettin some sun and FAST.

Hate being white. :(

rhythmnbold@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 May 2003 03:49:47 GMT

Yesterday was month number two.

And I guess God was trying to remind me or something cuz- yesterday 3 people asked me how long it was since I've seen them- haha.. WEIRD.

10 more days and then Midland! AHH!

I'm gettin my nose pierced again today at Zebra- so I guess in Midland I'll jus get my tongue pierced or ears some more.. :D

Did a little wake n bake wit mah cousin dis mornin- haha- then I ditched him for Mindy.. oh well..

It's weird- it's like he's my best friend sometimes.. and I guess, in all reality, Susan and Kian ARE my close friends/family.

Today could only be best described as "tasting it again for the first time."

Paradise as it comes

She only sleeps when it's raining